A fool for love?

November 16, 2011. 10-ish in the evening. Cafe Antonio.

I will not give you the chance to ever hurt me again. You can act like you know nothing. You can act like nothing ever happened between us. You can act like you don't care at all. Hell, you can even act like I don't even exist! But, never again will I look like an idiot because of you.

I'm throwing away all my feelings, all the stupid thoughts, all the fuckin' memories away. I hate you so much, K.A. But, I hate myself more for falling for that stupid act you pulled to me. I never thought I could loathe myself this much, but you made it possible.

I hate you so much, K.A.
I hate you so much, K.A.
I hate you so much, K.A.
I hate you so much, K.A.
I hate you so much, K.A.
I hate you so much, K.A.
I hate you so much, K.A.
I hate you so much, K.A.

Maybe if I keep saying this to myself over and over again, I'd be able to make myself believe it's true.